Sunday, 16 August 2015

Perfect is not always perfect :D

I literally laughed so hard I almost peed in my pants. You know pregnant woman especially with late pregnancy cum me will have those problem, incontinence. 

Its not the expression of him crying that made me laugh that hard but its the Encik Perfect 10 and the caption. 

Being perfect is not the major thing that makes girl fall for you. You just have to be yourself so that you guys can complete each other. Its more 'perfect' that way right?

Speaking as a married woman, I will say, I didn't seek for a perfect guy to settle down with. It will be a lot harder to catch up if he is so perfect :D 

I chose to grow old with a guy who is not a picky eater, who don't mind to eat at warung instead of expensive restaurant so that he won't complain when my cooking is not as delicious. 

I chose a guy who couldn't care less about wearing a crumpled T Shirt so that he won't complain if I forget to check his ironed shirts stock. 

I chose a guy who is far from romantic so he won't sulk if I forget some important dates (I am forgetful like that. Blame my job, sometimes I am so tired I felt like my brain shrinks and I forget everything). 

Oh, speaking about romantic, I am so freaking annoyed with Malay Dramas nowadays. Tak membina langsung! its all about love stories and the husband or the guy would we someone who is freakishly egoistic and then turn out to be very romantic blah blah. Argh. 

Girls, don't put high hopes in them. If you got a romantic partner then its a bonus for you but never put romantic as a must have character for your future husband. 

p/s: I didn't even get a birthday present on my first birthday as his wife. Yup. F is busy and not as romantic like that. But never mind, his everyday hugs and kisses are enough for me :D

Wednesday, 12 August 2015

Waiting for lil Sugar

I am 37 weeks pregnant and I have quite strong Braxton Hicks contraction. 

Maybe my pain treshold is low so thats why I perceive Braxton Hicks as real contraction. I started to have contraction few days back and it was becoming regular and quite intense.. 

But being a government servant, I can't really apply for maternity leave until my pregnancy is at 38 weeks. Thus my Obgyn gave me MC till next week so that this week I can just stay at home and "layan" my contractions. 

Many says I am the doctor I must've known what contraction feels like. 

Nope. Dead wrong. Every person has different treshold level and different ways of describing pain thus many versions of definition for contraction. Some says it is 1000x worse than menstrual cramp. Some says it is like you have tons of gas inside your tummy, and my in laws describe it as "sakit bodoh bodoh" haha. I also don't really get what sakit bodoh bodoh means lol. 

I am actually quite nervous to go through this but in the same time, I can't wait to hold our bundle of joy! Rase nak peluk ketat ketat this instant hehe. 😁❤️

For now I'll just treasure my alone time doing whatever project I want and finish reading #chenta by Inche Gabanna and in the same time pray so that sugar will pop out of me soon. Please pray for us! 

Sunday, 19 July 2015

Our first raya together

I remember last year, at this point of time I was so focused on our wedding preparation. It occured to me that it would be my last raya as a single woman but it did not bother me at all. Instead, I was looking forward to this raya, with F added to #aazmiclans.

This year's raya was nice. F still have to work night shift on eid whilst I am enjoying my 2 days off. I got ample time to cook his favourite raya dishes, kuah kacang with nasi impit and rendang ayam. Though we have limited time to go balik kampung (1 hour journey) but we made it there before rushing back home cause F need to be at the hospital by 4pm. It was hell tiring for him but he insisted that we go back because he wanted to feel the joy of celebrating raya in Terengganu (5 stars for effort syg 😁). 

Most of our family members were suprised to see how big my tummy had become. It was hillarious that some did not even know I am pregnant, of course cause we did not see each other that often.

After we reached home, I asked F how does it feels like to celebrate raya at my kampung and know what his answer was? 

"Great cos I have you now. No matter where we celebrate our raya, as long as we are together I don't mind about any other" 

Melting 😍
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